I have applied for a job and I have an interview tomorrow. I don't really want to go out to work but I have a desire to buy pretty things without consulting Steve, lol. Its only part time of course, 20 hours a week and Baden will be going to a new daycare lady because the old one has left the area. I don't really mind that though.

I haven't got the job yet, but if I don't get this job I am going to try and get something else because I feel like its time to earn some of my own money again, even if its for a short while. I want to be able to pay for our wedding without discussing every little thing (it shits me) and I want to be able to save up for a dog grooming course that I want to do soon, and I want to put a bit aside to pay for a homebirth midwife if I choose that and I want to be able to buy stuff and I want Steve to be able to chill out a bit. There are a lot of things that I want at the moment!