Steve and I have decided to try for a baby next year, maybe starting around February. He has been wanting another child for quite a while but I wasn't ready, but I think if we have another baby late next year then a three year gap will be good. I don't even know if I will get pregnant at my age, I will be 40 before the baby is born, but we will just take whatever life has in store for us. I am very grateful for the child we have and anyone else is a welcome bonus.

Baden has settled into daycare, I still feel quite guilty about him going but he does look happy when he is there, I just don't know how I feel about it. I don't really have to work, I work because I want to, I can't explain it but if I don't contribute I don't feel like an equal partner, and that is nothing to do with Steve and everything to do with me and my own sense of pride I suppose. Maybe it would have been different if we had met when we were younger or before I was able to get such interesting kinds of jobs. I dunno.

Baden goes three days a week and he has started to talk alot, he knows most of his colours and nearly every animal and lots of other cute words and nursery rhymes and things. He is not advanced and he is not behind he is just absolutely perfect and bang-on track in every possible way. I couldn't have asked for a more perfect child for me. I know the ladies at daycare like him and think he is cute. And he is a very well behaved little boy, I know I say that alot but its honestly true, he is just such an easy child to get along with. We are great friends, my son and I. He is a Leo, same as me, and I always seem to get along well with other Leos, I always have.

I am enjoying my job, I hardly ever see my boss but I have a list of projects so I just get on with it and do them. Sometimes I ring the boss up to say hello and ask him a question or two, but apart from that, he is never there.