I am happy to report that I have made a full recovery from my slight break in Happiness Transmission. I have come to realise that I thought one thing and ran with it, made the most out of it. That's okay. Except when you realise that you are running in the wrong direction!

I am a fairly positive kind of person, so that's what I do. I am now running in the right direction, just as helter skelter as I usually do, lol. I am a 'career woman', I 'career' through life on blunt iceskates, ha ha. It has its highs and lows, but at least you know you're alive.

I am back to my old self and I want the baby that is in there. I don't want any other baby at all. I realise now that its not so much that I wanted anything else, I had just already decided something else and was enjoying it to the full. Because that's what I do. And now I am doing it again, thank god. But with the right little person. Yay!!

We have found a name, its a name I have liked for a long time. Its not a leftover name from last time either, its a new one. He picked it himself I think. As soon as I started to get a bit of clarity I felt this name come to me, and now that is how I think of him.

I also found out from the scan that my placenta is a the front....AGAIN!!! What the heck is going on there, its supposed to be a less common spot, so what are the chances of having it there twice in a row. Oh well, I don't know any different!! I thought bubs was being a bit lazy on the kicking front. I didn't feel him till last week. They say you feel it quicker the second time, but nope. But now I know why - there's a big cushion in the way!!

I feel good. I feel happy and contented.